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Sad. I feel all down in the dumps lately. Like I’ve finally crossed some sort of line. Maybe its the editor thing. Maybe its that we finally went to my mom’s house today. This shit is real. I have the key on my key chain, furniture is in the house. I’m just not dealing anymore. With anything. I just have this feeling now that I’ve done stupid fucking things, made stupid fucking choices that I can’t take back. I don’t think I like that guy that I thought I did. I mean, he’s sweet. And if he was interested, I might do something with him, but it would never be serious. At least for me. I doubt he’s interested though, so no worries.
I can’t really do going back to school right now. I’m not in the mood to deal with “Your hair is so short!” or “my spring break was awesome!” Because frankly, 1. I don’t care and 2. Mine was definitely not. The whole ikea trip kinda sucked, and I hated spending that much time with my family. Maybe that’s because I had no time to myself which kills me, since I love me some alone time. But back to school, and that will guarantee me at least some time alone after school, though I bet skipping will be very appealing this week.
Last night was awesome though. We watched Premonition (Not very good romantically or frighteningly) but what was fun was all the silliness that went along with it. You know, the usual sitting on laps, falling off, being ticked, joking around, all that good stuff. So that was a good end. But this isn’t. I’m on my period, I’m mopey, I just kinda want to cry. Is it bad that there is a person I feel like I could cry to? Maybe I’m starting to trust them after all. That would be interesting.
Homework sucks. I just can’t make myself chug through it like I normally do. And I’m pretty sure I still have a lot to do. Not tons, since I only have real homework in AP world, but some. Enough to be annoying. And enough I might just not finish it all. Why do teachers have us waste our time, when those who need homework usually don’t do it, and those who don’t need it do? I want a teacher that trusts you’ll do the homework you need and just not do the busy work. That would be my kind of class. Especially if the teacher actually teaches and is not one of those halfway teachers that are so common.
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